i'm gettin rdy to crash for the night... but i felt like i should get this out on the table... um... just because. anyway. u ever make urself to be a certain way, only to have someone put u right back where u were scared to be at? ok that made little to no sense XD what i'm saying is that i'm back in that position where my guard is down, and my heart is open. i'm in a position where i could get hurt by someone i care for very deeply. but I like this feeling. i'm every much in her hands, as she is in mine. only this time i think ( and hope) that this will be it for me. here's to hopin for a bright future ppl! ( raises glass of water )